I Never Even Knew Her says:
she probably wont reply
I Never Even Knew Her says:
even though i stressed the fact that i wish she would
I Never Even Knew Her says:
oh god
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i left a box of condoms there
I Never Even Knew Her says:
she will probably use them with him
Gin says:
dont think about it
I Never Even Knew Her says:
god ginny
Gin says:
it wont do you good
I Never Even Knew Her says:
it hurt sooo bad
Gin says:
I know
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i love her
I Never Even Knew Her says:
with all my heart
I Never Even Knew Her says:
and i know she dosent feel the same
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i even tried to write a love song for her
I Never Even Knew Her says:
it was so crappy
I Never Even Knew Her says:
but it still made me cry so i guess thats the point of a love sone
I Never Even Knew Her says:
g
Gin says:
yeah, i guess
I Never Even Knew Her says:
im such a wuss
Gin says:
no your not
I Never Even Knew Her says:
LISTEN TOO ME
I Never Even Knew Her says:
im absolutely infatuated with the girl who broke my heart
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i should be starting to move on but it just hurts more with each day
Gin says:
but eventually it will hurt less. Yuo have to move on mike, and you will eventually
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i wish i could explain to her how i feel
I Never Even Knew Her says:
ginny, ive broken up with people before
I Never Even Knew Her says:
this it totally different
I Never Even Knew Her says:
it feels the same as if she died
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i cant move on
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i dont want to either
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i took her for granted
I Never Even Knew Her says:
im sooo dumb
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i want to just leave this place
Gin says:
no mike, just young
Gin says:
everyone gets
Gin says:
hurt
Gin says:
and you learn
I Never Even Knew Her says:
ginny, im emotionally thirty
I Never Even Knew Her says:
im different from other people
I Never Even Knew Her says:
my dads father died when he was young
I Never Even Knew Her says:
and he has alot of issues
I Never Even Knew Her says:
and he doesnt know how to be a dad now
I Never Even Knew Her says:
and he gets depressed
I Never Even Knew Her says:
and the i do
I Never Even Knew Her says:
'cuz its genetic
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i need a warm hand to hold
I Never Even Knew Her says:
and hers was the warmest
I Never Even Knew Her says:
if i can feel this way and im not mature enough to understand it how can i get better?
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i cant
I Never Even Knew Her says:
she was my whole reason for trying at anything
I Never Even Knew Her says:
so i could treat her like a princess
I Never Even Knew Her says:
but i got lost and she wouldnt help find myself again
I Never Even Knew Her says:
this may not make sence but im just venting
I Never Even Knew Her says:
so...im sorry
Gin says:
its alright
I Never Even Knew Her says:
y
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i know i have manic depression i can feel it
I Never Even Knew Her says:
its like a spryal that sucks you in
I Never Even Knew Her says:
and you need someone strong to hold you up or else you fall in
I Never Even Knew Her says:
and she gave up because she couldnt see that i did love her but i couldnt express it
I Never Even Knew Her says:
im falling so deep that i cant see the way out anymore
I Never Even Knew Her says:
it hurts!!
I Never Even Knew Her says:
please take away the pain
I Never Even Knew Her says:
my eyes are chapped from crying
I Never Even Knew Her says:
litterally
I Never Even Knew Her says:
this is way too much to layon you
I Never Even Knew Her says:
im sorryu
I Never Even Knew Her says:
ineed help
I Never Even Knew Her says:
and a friend
I Never Even Knew Her says:
and ive seperated myself from the people i need
Gin says:
try to unseparate then
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i am
I Never Even Knew Her says:
its soo hard
I Never Even Knew Her says:
its an emotional struggle
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i would rather have brain cancer that this illness
I Never Even Knew Her says:
its an imbalence of very specific chemicals and so its extreamly hard to cure
I Never Even Knew Her says:
and its tied in with issues and so its that much harded
I Never Even Knew Her says:
never have i told anyone these feelings except raea
I Never Even Knew Her says:
thats probably why she left
I Never Even Knew Her says:
ima fucking crazy
I Never Even Knew Her says:
look at me
I Never Even Knew Her says:
im a wreck
I Never Even Knew Her says:
and im too complicated to fix
I Never Even Knew Her says:
my brain never stops all day and night
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i never sleep for more than two hours
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i cant remember the last dream i had because i dont remember sleeping that deep
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i used too
I Never Even Knew Her says:
years ago
I Never Even Knew Her says:
she knew i was sick
I Never Even Knew Her says:
of course thats why she left
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i put too much stress on her
Gin says:
dont even think it
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i cant stop thinking
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i know it is a difficult concept to grasp unless you have this
I Never Even Knew Her says:
but it never ever stops
I Never Even Knew Her says:
sad songs are constantly going around and around
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i want to die
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i haveno light anymore
I Never Even Knew Her says:
nothing to guide me back
I Never Even Knew Her says:
m lost
I Never Even Knew Her says:
im*
I Never Even Knew Her says:
this must be way too much info
Gin says:
no
I Never Even Knew Her says:
the human mind is an amazing thing.the 10% we use is just processes
Gin says:
true
I Never Even Knew Her says:
the other 90 is things that hurt
I Never Even Knew Her says:
forme anyway
I Never Even Knew Her says:
its so dark and every day i need to act so happy for everyone
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i cant anymore
Gin says:
don'T try to hold it in for appearances, it just makes things worse
I Never Even Knew Her says:
its not
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i just dont want to be seen like this
Gin says:
i understand
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i would really rather have cancer because at least theres a known process to make it better and if they fail
I Never Even Knew Her says:
well ya die
I Never Even Knew Her says:
with this you are always in pai
I Never Even Knew Her says:
n
I Never Even Knew Her says:
there is only one escape
I Never Even Knew Her says:
and i cant think like that
Gin says:
good, because its not really an option
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i need my princess back
I Never Even Knew Her says:
really
I Never Even Knew Her says:
she will neverf understand
I Never Even Knew Her says:
but she helped
I Never Even Knew Her says:
in miracculus ways
I Never Even Knew Her says:
when i saw her i knew what to aim for
I Never Even Knew Her says:
and no one has ever done that to me
I Never Even Knew Her says:
do you remember the dance where me and raea met?
Gin says:
yes
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i fell in love with her right
I Never Even Knew Her says:
there
I Never Even Knew Her says:
but lacey told me that she didnt like me
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i wish i could do it again
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i swear it would be different
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i would cherish her like i should have
I Never Even Knew Her says:
ginny, never date a guy if he dosnt treat you like a queen
I Never Even Knew Her says:
because all girls are
I Never Even Knew Her says:
guys just dont notice until they have lost there chances
I Never Even Knew Her says:
its soo true
Gin says:
maybe thats true, but I don't think anyone really knows what they've got 'till irs gone
I Never Even Knew Her says:
its like the song
Gin says:
yeh, thats in my head too
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i was typing that when it popped up
Gin says:
yeah, i was reading it when it did
I Never Even Knew Her says:
mr.right
I Never Even Knew Her says:
trust me
I Never Even Knew Her says:
hes there
I Never Even Knew Her says:
some where
I Never Even Knew Her says:
and he will find you
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i already found mine
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i just cant have her
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i promise
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i am certian
I Never Even Knew Her says:
ginny, she lifted the clouds
I Never Even Knew Her says:
thats so amazing
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i just didnt notice until she left and they came back
I Never Even Knew Her says:
im truely sorry
Gin says:
dont be
I Never Even Knew Her says:
this is too much to lay on someone
I Never Even Knew Her says:
anyone
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i just cant stop crying
I Never Even Knew Her says:
i have to leave stores and class to cry
I Never Even Knew Her says:
most teachers understand when you are covering your face so your classmates dont see
I Never Even Knew Her says:
except for mrs lefort
I Never Even Knew Her says:
of course
I Never Even Knew Her says:
ive dribbled off alot of stuff tonight
